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Just tossed all 20 something trophies and medals from fitness competitions and races in the trash after observing my attachment to the old identity and "accomplishments" and "hard work" it took to "earn" those seemingly meaningless freakishly looking figures. During absolutely incredible quantum intelligence strategy session with an absolutely gifted being Andrew M DeGregorio, he pointed out it's the only "thing" that doesn't fit in my space. I caught the thought of what it took to earn those and what life they represent to me. Oh the struggle .... The struggle bus of collective obsession of pushing through, faking it till you make it, where hard work beats talent, everything is worth "fighting" for, and holding a sign of "will hustle for love and acceptance". I asked the driver of such struggle bus (aka my identity attachment) to drop me off immediately at the next stop ✋ #awareness Because I'd rather fly. I get to choose and create a different reality with infinite possibilities of endless flow in alignment with the state of joy, desire, passion, love and infinite creativity and receiving with ease. Unnecessary suffering created from the trophy focused, goal obsessed, unfilled vicious circle of empty self inflicted stress - good bye. Hello the space of ease, this feels good. Ah, I've been "looking" for you my whole life only to realize you already exist within me when I am in my gifts. It just took the courage to look within and explore the depth and the heights of faithful connection to and in everything and nothing. Endless gratitude for what is, what was, and for what will be. #fuckyes With love, Zlata |